I had to be strong without you, because you were my strength and you left me. I was strong right after you left, but I grew weaker and weaker without you. You kept hurting me and tearing me down after you left.
I've been alone most of my life Helen, and I loved it. So trust me when I say that I love you so much, and I wanna spend my life with you. I know what it's like to be alone, but I don't wanna be alone, I wanna be with you.