For a really really long time this was me. Probably, even after I married the guy, I was scared he wouldn't love me back, that I wasn't enough. There was a lot of healing to be done. He stuck by me, with all my crazy. And I am grateful.
"I'm always scared to say how I really feel. No one wants to hear 'It's getting worse.' Everyone wants to hear 'It's finally better.' But what if it isn't? What if I'm lying?" --- Dealing with PTSD, anxiety, and depression is a constant battle.
Self-Injury *I know i will stop eventually but i am in no hurry to right now* Self-Injury is a serious medical condition, that can affect teenagers and adults of both sexes, of all races, and all economic classes.