i wanted that mother daughter bond all my friends had with their moms. That mother daughter bond I had with some of my friends moms. I had moms that loved me more than my own mother. & for those moms I am grateful.
Because I still have days that I break down and cry Jake. days where I don’t think I could love anyone else. days where I can actually feel the pain from losing you. I’m drowning, and you seem to be breathing better than ever
It's who he was. This hit it on the nail. Even though it's been years i still can't let him go. Even though he's moved on and let me go with no after thought. But its time and I'm done breaking my own heart.