"Whenever you find a man of God, you will also find an overwhelming passion for God that is almost beyond control. Not a curiosity about God, but a deep passion to experience God in all of His fullness" - A.
Jesus didn't ask God for to give him an easier task. He willingly accepted God's plan for him. He knew that God would give him the strength and courage to make it through. God never abandoned Jesus and he will never abandon us, Stay strong You are loved.
Peter } But Live according to God in the spirit. But the end of all things is at hand: be ye therefore sober, and watch unto prayer. And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins.