Tessie-chan

Tessie-chan

Somewhere in my fantasy world
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By Amani Omejer

By Amani Omejer

self harm wrist bleed | taken directly from self injury suicide self favourite it sometimes

self harm wrist bleed | taken directly from self injury suicide self favourite it sometimes

if any of you ever need to speak to me I'm here for you. I understand how hard it is because I'm going through it myself and I find myself getting worse and worse everyday cutting more and more. And it hurts. It hurts physically and mentally. To look at my arm and see the cuts to look at my thighs and feel the scars raised up as I brush my hand over my leg. To feel so empty and numb and not care yet care so so much about everything. I'm almost done but I'm hanging on. You guys can too…

if any of you ever need to speak to me I'm here for you. I understand how hard it is because I'm going through it myself and I find myself getting worse and worse everyday cutting more and more. And it hurts. It hurts physically and mentally. To look at my arm and see the cuts to look at my thighs and feel the scars raised up as I brush my hand over my leg. To feel so empty and numb and not care yet care so so much about everything. I'm almost done but I'm hanging on. You guys can too…

You don't have to believe me but I cut, I am ugly, I hate my self and life, And this whole paper describes me it came off of the internet but I just want to say "that girl is me"

You don't have to believe me but I cut, I am ugly, I hate my self and life, And this whole paper describes me it came off of the internet but I just want to say "that girl is me"

So true. It's an addiction that is not easily stopped. No matter how much you don't want to, the voice inside your head tells you you have to do it. That you deserve all the pain and punishment you can put on yourself. And it's not for sympathy or attention. It's wanting to tell others how you feel about yourself without having to say anything. It's a way to cope. When I look in the mirror, certain scars hold so many memories. And as sick as it sounds, they are almost comforting to look at.

So true. It's an addiction that is not easily stopped. No matter how much you don't want to, the voice inside your head tells you you have to do it. That you deserve all the pain and punishment you can put on yourself. And it's not for sympathy or attention. It's wanting to tell others how you feel about yourself without having to say anything. It's a way to cope. When I look in the mirror, certain scars hold so many memories. And as sick as it sounds, they are almost comforting to look at.

They Dont Care.. No One Cares..

They Dont Care.. No One Cares..

self hate | depression

self hate | depression

Exactly one year ago today, I harmed myself for the last time! Praising God!

Exactly one year ago today, I harmed myself for the last time! Praising God!

Never thighs, that's wherebi kid my secret

Never thighs, that's wherebi kid my secret

Stomach. My thighs are clean (because I swim). My stomach on the other hand... It's a disaster.

Stomach. My thighs are clean (because I swim). My stomach on the other hand... It's a disaster.