Tessie-chan

Tessie-chan

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if any of you ever need to speak to me I'm here for you. I understand how hard it is because I'm going through it myself and I find myself getting worse and worse everyday cutting more and more. And it hurts. It hurts physically and mentally. To look at my arm and see the cuts to look at my thighs and feel the scars raised up as I brush my hand over my leg. To feel so empty and numb and not care yet care so so much about everything. I'm almost done but I'm hanging on. You guys can too…

if any of you ever need to speak to me I'm here for you. I understand how hard it is because I'm going through it myself and I find myself getting worse and worse everyday cutting more and more. And it hurts. It hurts physically and mentally. To look at my arm and see the cuts to look at my thighs and feel the scars raised up as I brush my hand over my leg. To feel so empty and numb and not care yet care so so much about everything. I'm almost done but I'm hanging on. You guys can too…

So true. It's an addiction that is not easily stopped. No matter how much you don't want to, the voice inside your head tells you you have to do it. That you deserve all the pain and punishment you can put on yourself. And it's not for sympathy or attention. It's wanting to tell others how you feel about yourself without having to say anything. It's a way to cope. When I look in the mirror, certain scars hold so many memories. And as sick as it sounds, they are almost comforting to look at.

I can't even remember what my body looked like without scars and cuts. And, I can't even feel ashamed because of it, cutting is all I can do to help numb the pain.

Exactly. I cut again... It had been so long since I did it last. But this time..... I don't know if ill be able to quit again.

Cutting is not the only form of self harm. Thoughts, negative self speak, shame, poor body image and guilt all have blades that cut deeply into our emotions and minds. Lay down these weapons and heal.

Stomach. My thighs are clean (because I swim). My stomach on the other hand... It's a disaster.

My thighs are clean (because I swim). My stomach on the other hand. It's a disaster.my thighs and stomach are terrible :(

Day 5: the thing i hate about self harm if hiding. I hate the fear someone will see my cuts.

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