Maybe I stop pushing to fix the house, stop pushing to sell the house, stop pushing to move to the country......just stay where we are and settle for the lying, cheating, coward piece of shit. Too fucking tired to keep pushing to get shit done.
They actually believe that this is gonna work. Like yes, printing it out and pasting it to the wall will absolutely allow me complete control over this mysterious and very inhuman weapon inside me. Thanks alot, Psych ward.