today
No matter how long its been, there are times it suddenly becomes harder to breathe. today...I don't really like today. There really isn't any particular reason. I just feel sad. When I stop to think of what day of the week it is, I remember it is Thursday. Thursdays are always hard. Thursday was the day Holden was born. For the past few weeks, I have just been weepy and emotional. Nothing really has to set me off, I don't really have to let my mind wander to a dark place, I don't have to…